Strange things

Last night was so unexpected for me.  I've been on a down with a bad attitude against all authority lately.  Hubby decided that a spanking would help me refocus on things again, but the spanking did nothing to help me.

Has that ever happen to any of you guys, I mean he could have spanked me to death, but I just wouldn't respond to any of the affection at all.  This never happened to me before, noooooooooooooo I'm such a cry baby usually, I start to beg, and kick and scream my lungs out even in the beginning of any spanking. 

Last night made me scared, I mean can a women shut down like this, and not even feel the pain of a spanking, is this natural?  He didn't go easy on me as well, when he saw my response to the necessary discipline, he could not believe it himself, and that is when he went for the thick heavy leather belt, but still nothing not a word out of my mouth.  Could this be a case of putting walls around yourself, or is this just a case of battle of wills?

I do not have a answer to this right now, and I do not know what we will do about this, but what I do know is, this is very scary for me and I didn't like that response at all.

Let's do a surrvey

How many people in South Africa is reading DD blogs?
How many people in South Africa practise domestic discipline?

If you are from South Africa and is in such a relationship, please comment on this, it would be interesting to know if more people is in such a relationship.