Saturday 16 February 2013
Thursday 14 February 2013
Just a quick post.
What a lovely valentines day we had, I was spoiled rotten, flowers, new books and nighties, wow sometimes my husband amazes me.
And a lovely massage, with very hot aftercare. For a moment I forgot about every thing that worries me, all the shitty things on my mind, and it felt wonderful to just relax and be my hubby's doll.
Mother nature is just so awful to women, she messes with our heads and emotions all the time and our feelings. I had a good laugh the other day when my husband said if he could just lay his hands on mother nature, he will surely give her one hell of a spanking for all the trouble she put women through.
Hope all of you enjoyed your day of love.
And a lovely massage, with very hot aftercare. For a moment I forgot about every thing that worries me, all the shitty things on my mind, and it felt wonderful to just relax and be my hubby's doll.
Mother nature is just so awful to women, she messes with our heads and emotions all the time and our feelings. I had a good laugh the other day when my husband said if he could just lay his hands on mother nature, he will surely give her one hell of a spanking for all the trouble she put women through.
Hope all of you enjoyed your day of love.
Thursday 7 February 2013
Inner war
Why do we need spankings, for stress relieve and for discipline? Why the f............ are we so dependent on men? Yeah, right now I'm feeling really depressed, I do not want a husband who thinks he knows best, I do not need a spanking to get out of it.
Why is so difficult for a women like me to fully submit to the aufority of a husband, yes I want it and if I do not get it all hell broke loose. But right now I doubt the disicions we make as women, why do we submit when we really do not want to.
We test the waters and sometime we burn in hot water, but other times nothing happen. So my question is........... is it really wrong to test the waters all the time? If men are always consistent then maby we will not test the waters all the time, maby to submit will be easier for women, because the know where the line is drawn.
Another concern of mine is:
Why do so many couples take a break from DD?
I read allot of blogs and many couples struggle lately, in their relationships. Yes I do believe both is at fault if things go wrong, but can't it be that women feels that they can't do everything to make it work, can't it be that allot of us have this inner war within us.
Do we expect to much of our husbands?
Why is so difficult for a women like me to fully submit to the aufority of a husband, yes I want it and if I do not get it all hell broke loose. But right now I doubt the disicions we make as women, why do we submit when we really do not want to.
We test the waters and sometime we burn in hot water, but other times nothing happen. So my question is........... is it really wrong to test the waters all the time? If men are always consistent then maby we will not test the waters all the time, maby to submit will be easier for women, because the know where the line is drawn.
Another concern of mine is:
Why do so many couples take a break from DD?
I read allot of blogs and many couples struggle lately, in their relationships. Yes I do believe both is at fault if things go wrong, but can't it be that women feels that they can't do everything to make it work, can't it be that allot of us have this inner war within us.
Do we expect to much of our husbands?
Tuesday 5 February 2013
So unexpected
Yesterday was such a surprise in a good and bad way. I was doing my own thing, running some errands and so on, when I heard a hooter just behind me while driving. Yeah, who would have thought that the person who is hooting is my husband, bear in mind he works 70km away from our hometown.
Can you imagine the shock on my face, how could he know exactly where I was driving, and that is when I saw the look on his face, and the simple gesture of 'where is your seat belt?'. My hart almost stoped, I try to put it on, but I just couldn't while driving, so I gave him a innocent smile through my front mirror. This is the way we communicate on that moment, just through the mirrors of our vehicles.
You just know when you messed up, after almost four years in such a relationship, no words need to be spoken the look says is all.
After a minute my phone went off, a text message..............hmmmmmmmmmmm is that a test, I do not dare reading that message, I thought to myself, I'll read it at home. After all I know exactly what was standing in the message, and I wasn't wrong. It just stated...............' go to our bedroom' and we all know what happens in the bedroom after you messed up.
The conversation went like this.........................................
We do not need to talk about this, do we?
'No, we don't.'
'Get the curtains, honey.'
'Ok, but what do you do at home, how did you know where I was driving?'
'It doesn't matter now, get over my knee.'
And the spanking started, bare bottom and full force and in the far end of the world I just heard his voice,
'I thought you would wait till your bottom was feeling better, before you messed up again honey, but it seems that's not the case here.'
'Maby I should install a camera so that I can be sure you wear your safteybelt, all the time.'
Words still could not describe the surprise and unexpectedness of the whole situation, for me, but the rest of the day we were all cuddles and kisses for each other.
Last night in bed he held me close, and whisper in my ear, ' you seems to forget about the tractor system, all the time my love.' I just smiled, and lay there with my head on his chest, while he played with my hair. This is my caveman, and even if he needs to correct me sometimes, I will always love him dearly.
Can you imagine the shock on my face, how could he know exactly where I was driving, and that is when I saw the look on his face, and the simple gesture of 'where is your seat belt?'. My hart almost stoped, I try to put it on, but I just couldn't while driving, so I gave him a innocent smile through my front mirror. This is the way we communicate on that moment, just through the mirrors of our vehicles.
You just know when you messed up, after almost four years in such a relationship, no words need to be spoken the look says is all.
After a minute my phone went off, a text message..............hmmmmmmmmmmm is that a test, I do not dare reading that message, I thought to myself, I'll read it at home. After all I know exactly what was standing in the message, and I wasn't wrong. It just stated...............' go to our bedroom' and we all know what happens in the bedroom after you messed up.
The conversation went like this.........................................
We do not need to talk about this, do we?
'No, we don't.'
'Get the curtains, honey.'
'Ok, but what do you do at home, how did you know where I was driving?'
'It doesn't matter now, get over my knee.'
And the spanking started, bare bottom and full force and in the far end of the world I just heard his voice,
'I thought you would wait till your bottom was feeling better, before you messed up again honey, but it seems that's not the case here.'
'Maby I should install a camera so that I can be sure you wear your safteybelt, all the time.'
Words still could not describe the surprise and unexpectedness of the whole situation, for me, but the rest of the day we were all cuddles and kisses for each other.
Last night in bed he held me close, and whisper in my ear, ' you seems to forget about the tractor system, all the time my love.' I just smiled, and lay there with my head on his chest, while he played with my hair. This is my caveman, and even if he needs to correct me sometimes, I will always love him dearly.
Friday 1 February 2013
Stress relieve/ punishment?
Does it really matters? I don't think so me and Chris had a long discussion over our relationship just like mr.BBspanker suggested and now we are back on track.
It was a very difficult thing to do for both of us, and full of raw emotion but I'm glad that we had the talk and that he knew what I need from such a relationship.
So he decided that we need a stress relieve spanking, but actually it felt more like punishment. He used all the spanking tools that am so afraid of, the wooden paddle, the heavy one and the whip, I'm not a lover of the whip plus the plastic cane. Needless to say, today is two days after and sitting is still a very uncomfortable thing to do. I cried freely, but it did not stop him, he had a task at hand and was determined to complete it.
Afterwards we made love, and we really felt each other. He told me that, since I'm his wife and he is my leader that I do belong to him, and that I need to be his submissive. That's when I truly felt real submission and honour for my husband, he was never cruel or out of control, he was just dominant in a true sense and I loved it.
It was a very difficult thing to do for both of us, and full of raw emotion but I'm glad that we had the talk and that he knew what I need from such a relationship.
So he decided that we need a stress relieve spanking, but actually it felt more like punishment. He used all the spanking tools that am so afraid of, the wooden paddle, the heavy one and the whip, I'm not a lover of the whip plus the plastic cane. Needless to say, today is two days after and sitting is still a very uncomfortable thing to do. I cried freely, but it did not stop him, he had a task at hand and was determined to complete it.
Afterwards we made love, and we really felt each other. He told me that, since I'm his wife and he is my leader that I do belong to him, and that I need to be his submissive. That's when I truly felt real submission and honour for my husband, he was never cruel or out of control, he was just dominant in a true sense and I loved it.
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