Strange things

Last night was so unexpected for me.  I've been on a down with a bad attitude against all authority lately.  Hubby decided that a spanking would help me refocus on things again, but the spanking did nothing to help me.

Has that ever happen to any of you guys, I mean he could have spanked me to death, but I just wouldn't respond to any of the affection at all.  This never happened to me before, noooooooooooooo I'm such a cry baby usually, I start to beg, and kick and scream my lungs out even in the beginning of any spanking. 

Last night made me scared, I mean can a women shut down like this, and not even feel the pain of a spanking, is this natural?  He didn't go easy on me as well, when he saw my response to the necessary discipline, he could not believe it himself, and that is when he went for the thick heavy leather belt, but still nothing not a word out of my mouth.  Could this be a case of putting walls around yourself, or is this just a case of battle of wills?

I do not have a answer to this right now, and I do not know what we will do about this, but what I do know is, this is very scary for me and I didn't like that response at all.

Let's do a surrvey

How many people in South Africa is reading DD blogs?
How many people in South Africa practise domestic discipline?

If you are from South Africa and is in such a relationship, please comment on this, it would be interesting to know if more people is in such a relationship.

Just saying, I'm feeling for 'red booty women.'

Reading a blog I've followed for years now, I really do feel for Chistina from red booty women.  I just can't believe other women can be so decieving. 

I've talked to my husband about what happenend to red booty women, and how the other women try to get her in trouble with Jim, and my husband said; if someone do this to you honney I would be very happy to show her husband just how to spank.

He said he would be willing to give the other women the spanking I would be getting if the lie wouldn't get out.  Thinking about it made me giggle, because my husband can be a very hard spanker and she would would be one very sorry little girl after that.

Poor Christina, but yeah I'm really glad her husband took your husbands advise and gave his wife the spanking she deserve.

Spanking in the bush

I had my first spanking in the bush, and it was no fun at all.  I always fantasised about a spanking in the bush, but in reality it is nothing like in a fantasy.

We had our maintenance session last week, in the bush because we were on holiday, yes no more rain checks on any spankings for us, that is what created problems in our dynamic from the start.  Maintenance will happen and any discipline will happen it does not matter where we are, we will make time for the necessary spankings to take place.

I was not very concern about my spanking in the bush, because I thought it would be fun, how wrong can one women be.  It is very warm, and dry out there so hubby's hands became harder than a paddle, really I never thought I would say this, but I really wished we had a spanking tool instead.

But it was necessary for me because I have a tendency to forget my place if we are on holiday, so after the spanking we connected again and we had peace for the rest of our stay.

Catching up

It's been awhile since my last post, if you read my blog you will know that we had issues on our DD dynamic.  After allot of talking my husband decided that it would be best if we incorporate maintenance twice a week from now on.  The big problem on this is, I don't think I totally agree with this at all, but he outvoted me on this.

So we had our 10 year anniversary in March and I wanted to surprise him big time, I thought that a erotic photo shoot will do the trick, but as you  all know for women in a DD relationship this can be very tricky.  How will you explain to hubby that you can't have maintenance, but not spoil the surprise on the photo shoot.  For me it did not happen as I hoped, I really worked hard on making my appointment, but just as the devil wants it, the only day I can have my shoot is just the day after maintenance.

My nerve went 'ga ga' with me, how will I bring the subject up to hubby that we can't have maintenance without him thinking that I want to rule his decisions again.  Yes you guess right, it didn't worked so well at all.  I asked him if he would be careful with the spanking, so that there would be no bruises.  His response was not what I was hoping for, he wanted to know why, what is it I'm hiding, who is it I'm seeing, that cannot see any bruises?  It did not go well, it was the last thing I was hoping for, now he thinks I;m seeing someone else.

And the spanking started, hard very hard he was pissed and insecure I believe now, but I was also very upset.  It went like this;

'stop hitting so hard'
'why'
because I can't be bruised, please'
'well you should have thought about this before acting out'
'please honey, this is really importend.;
'Tell me why, are you going to the doctor?'
'Noooooooooooooooo, please stop I have another appointment tomorrow.'
Spank, spank spank spank and the slipper came out, and before you know it there was a bottom full of bruises.

I scream and lost my cool instantly, hysterical is an understatement.
' I have a photo shoot tomorrow idiot, and you've ruined it for me and for you, how could you?'

He stopped.............................................................................sigh......................................why didn't you tell me baby?
' Because it was supposed to be a surprise, for our anniversary.'


And the whole night was ruined, he felt bad, lectured me on behaving badly and brought all this over myself, and made him feel awful about everything.  All I could think about is,  now I must cancelled and the surprise is over, everything I've planed is ruined.

Tears........................................................................................................................................................................................

He felt really bad, and mad at himself, and I felt bad as well.  To cut to the chase I had to cancel, but did the shoot the following week, a week after our big day, but I came to the conclusions;  If you choose this lifestyle you have to make some sacrifices as well.

In the end, he treated me like a princess on our anniversary, he bought me a big diamond ring, write me a poem, and spoil me with a wonderful night out.  He is still my prince, and yes we are still doning DD because it works.

Just a quick post.

What a lovely valentines day we had, I was spoiled rotten, flowers, new books and nighties, wow sometimes my husband amazes me.

And a lovely massage, with very hot aftercare.  For a moment I forgot about every thing that worries me, all the shitty things on my mind, and it felt wonderful to just relax and be my hubby's doll.

Mother nature is just so awful to women, she messes with our heads and emotions all the time and our feelings. I had a good laugh the other day when my husband said if he could just lay his hands on mother nature, he will surely give her one hell of a spanking for all the trouble she put women through.

Hope all of you enjoyed your day of love.