DIDN'T LAST LONG

Three spankings in one night, well that didn't go to well for my intentions to stay out of trouble.  It happen just as he arrived home, he said he didn't like my new attitude and I earned my first spanking for the night.  He gave me a hand spanking and that just upset me, I didn't want a spanking, so my attitude just  get worst, then he decided to take the riding corp, and cane, well that seemed to work just fine.  Tears was forming in my eyes, and I felt more submissive after that, but that's when I decided it's time for us to talk.

We had a long and intensive talk about our feelings, and it did us both good, it was good for me to hear him out, and he needed to listen to me as well.  Sometimes we bottle up our feelings for to long, and only think of ourselves, that's when problems start to develop in relationships, and it ruins trust.  We didn't do any DD stuff when we were on holiday, and I've learnt a lesson out of it, you can't put DD off and on as you wishes, then it would never work.  So I told him I didn't feel any submission towards him at the moment, and that stresses me out, and he told me his biggest fear is loosing me and the children, loosing his leadership over us.

And that is how the third spanking took place in our home, a 'reminder spanking' of our roles and responsibility towards each other, everything seems well again and so we learn on our journey together every day.  Nobody is perfect, but for us, we can worked together to build something special and perfect for us.

CRIED FROM A HAND SPANKING - OH MY

It's been awhile since I last post something, but I was on holiday to take a break.  My emotions was on a high before we left, and hubby desided to do maintenace before we went on holiday, hear this nobody would believe me if I tell them. A hand spanking this what honey gave me, and I cried for the first time from just a hand spanking, I cried myself to sleep that night.  I still can't believe it myself, yeah well, I do cry easy from punishment, but never from a handspanking.  It must have been my emotions playing around with me, I just had to do a post on it.

Well we had a nice time at the south coast, and now it is back to normal for us, the only thing is a hole week without spanking sets me in the wrong mindset, now I realy do not want any spankings at all.  And I do not want to be submissive,  maby I'm still on holiday mode, we will see for how long can I stay out of trouble, and maintenace I hope.